lonely and cold windy day

today went to joo koon see some kart racing
quite fun see ppl racing on go karts

after that, went to limbang find ppl slack
but no one to find....
well i slack under myra's blok(alone)
thnx to god for the windy cold day
i can think porperly and im calm
thinking wat happen yesterday
feels like really inside my head
suddenly saw myra's mom(i think)

while inside my head

to:
"myra"
well im an idiot, im lost, an F-up person
i have my reasons to "s" and is not bout being cool
i ruin ppl day especially urs
i think to much
i cant bare lose not juz hafeez, but you too
u really made me something
no point of fightting
im sry to start this crap
im sry
im sry
im sry
im sry
im sry

"hafeez"
hmms. . .im sry bout yesterday
im a jerk shouting at you
u wan it, so u get it
seems like u dont need me anymore
....
really gonna miss the old times
although we aint the same skool,
we still bros
im sry
im sry
im sry

maybe u guys better off without me
im juz the bad guy
im making things worst
give me time to stop "s"
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"affia"
sorry bout juz now, im really lost
i cant really blame everything on you
its all me
im the fault
im sry
im sry
im sry

to every1 who i ever hurt . . im sry (i mean it)
forgive me to my stupid actions

"When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me"