Free Food Day

"hearts and roses"

well this was given by my syg
she made this for our 2nd month
so sweet of her ;D
but tomorrow then is our 2nd month
since tomorrow im going to malaysia
so she gave it today morning
i try one b4 i went off to skool
and b4 i went off to skool
i sent my syg and dayah half way
then i went off

skool we went to ECP for CIP
pick up rubbish d -.-"b
pick and pick rubbish almost for 1 hr+
den walk here and there
after that we got free mcdonald food....hehe
mcspicy, fries and coke
then went back to skool

reached to skool
off to balestier ITE campus
audition like one kind
after audition we pack up to a van
i ride the van
the van air con spoiled
so its juz the sun's heat and the wind
luckily i can take the heat
put back all the equipment bak into the studio
went to makan...mustaffa treat us :D
then sent us to mrt station

i went to meet ppl at limbang
then went home

to my dear affia
hey dear happy 2nd month even thought it surppose to be tomorrow
thx for the choc's
i really love it
ive been bz for few days...im sry if i ddint make it there for u
but i always in ur heart
i hope we can go out together some day

"ku cintai mu"
ku rindui mu
ku sayangi mu

Problem - matic day

4J oh'9

today ppl was having alot of problem
so i have some of it to solve it

skool was bored
mustaffa called me to meet him.....
talk to him (he smells XD)
oooo tomorrow going balestier ITE (dead)
alot to think
but b4 going balestier
im going to do CIP at east coast park d -.-"b
but we getting free mcdonald food (wooohoo)

i got a video tagged in facebook
do see
im the singer XD

today to me is a memories flashback of 4J oh9
miss the whole class

"If We Ever Meet Again"

am i like a peace maker??

well today was a performance day
but the audience was damn small
not alot of ppl came inside the place
so not fun

skool was bored
nothing much
friday is a huge day for me and music club
cuz its a audition at balestier ITE

now im chatting wif ppl who slack at limbang area
alot have change and problem juz a few days without lpk with them
im gonna make things right tomorrow (hope so)
am i like a peace maker to ppl problem or juz make them worst??
u decide

" When you are with me "
I'm free, I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others, we'll fly
This brings tears, to my eyes
My Sacrifice

A great day

today was a great day
alot of stuff to do

skool was normal
cca was tough

went off to home at around 7
stop by at limbang park
meet some of the guys
long time no see

while walking to interchange
i saw this white cat
sit wif the cat for few mins and looking at the moon

den went to 711 buy my bro skittles.....
den straight home

wahhh i need to listen to music
tomorrow need to perform already(die liao)

to my dear affia: i <3 u too and i miss u ... badly

"im here without you baby"

A full moon

tonight is a full moon
alot of flashback and memories of a full moon
sigh......

hmms today came to skool abit late again d -.-"b
brought my safety boot for nothing....>:(
lunch was raining
so went to see mustaffa to get the key
and went into the music studio
went inside and need to carry stuff
but no need to
so went back to class
nothing much
good news no PE
after class went to music studio
went there jam some songs for this wednesday
aiyo such a tight schedule (die liao)

otw home
but i need to buy guitar string for my bro acoustic
so otw to limbang saw some of my lp frens at 542
and at limbang saw amani and her adiks
after bought the strings
went home
now im here
smsing my syg
miss her so much

tomorrow alot of stuff gonna do
wahh so damn busy

"i wan to hold you like i use to"

spend the weekend wif frens, cousins, uncles and autie

"a beautiful sky"

"yesterday"
well yesterday went out to city hall wif fren
went there buy some guitar accessories
but my fren came late around 4.55pm
so need to rush here and there
after that went to my grandmom ( my dad's auntie)
went there meet my cousins
quite fun
then me and my family went home around 11pm+

"today"
woke up bath and eat breakfast
and im off to religious class
after class
went home but i forgort to buy bread
went home 1st to take a rest
4+ went out
went to limbang buy guitar string
then saw yaji, sarah and her lil bro
talk to them
then went to sunshine place
buy bread and 2 bottle coke (for my bro)
now im home

is been days i nvr hold my syg
i miss her so much

this coming saturday im going to malaysia
go and come bak to singapore (1 day trip)

"dan mungkin bila nanti, kita akan bertemu lagi"

busy for past few days

the day i really think

sorry ppl if i nvr post for last few days
ive been very busy wif my cca

hmms very tired
im the 1st vice chairman for my cca (wat to say)
jamming
so im busy for that

man i miss limbang
i miss the ppl there
i miss my syg so much

hmms
i dk wat else to write

"can anyone here me??"

A busy day

wat a busy day

today i spent the whole day in skool

skool was fine
tired of bringing my electric guitar
theory my teacher wasnt there so another teacher came in
after lunch
practical nothing much

after class ends
went to music club
then meeting wif the whole club
after meeting
we jammed
after jammed
i thought i lost the key
so the club finding the key and some stalled mr mustaffa
in the end the key is wif mr mustaffa ( almost get me drop dead )

went home
tired like one kind

miss my baby so much

"maybe i was right, my frens is better off without me"

A day without you

today was nothing

went skool bit late
mr sunny gave me some token for food
theory was bored

after skool went limbang for ppl to meet
at first meet the sec 4NT in mc
then nas came in
saw myra ( nvr even said hi.....)
den saw izwan and syasya

went to lp
nothing much
today i surpose to meet my syg
but she had her fren(well wat to do)
den went straight bak home

sigh........a day without you is like a month
"maybe its true, i cant live without you"

one headace day

i got headace for one whole day (pain...)

went skool abit late
launch time i kena screening by the police together wif some classmates
so scary
lucky nothing
then theory class was nothing (no teaching)
PE fun played sepak takraw

after class went to find mustaffa(teaching me practical) to get the key for music studio
4+ then saw him
open the music studio
and jammed some songs

went home still had a headace
now im here

"have a nice day"

wat a day

woke up in the morning
bath and eat breakfast
and off to religious class
recess make some jokes
after class went straight home

at home get ready to celebrate my cousin's b'dae
quite fun . . eating cake
while at my cousin's house . . msging my syg (she is still angry wif me)
irritating cousins disturbing me
after that went bak home

tomorrow skool(sian)

"when you look me in the eyes"

lonely and cold windy day

today went to joo koon see some kart racing
quite fun see ppl racing on go karts

after that, went to limbang find ppl slack
but no one to find....
well i slack under myra's blok(alone)
thnx to god for the windy cold day
i can think porperly and im calm
thinking wat happen yesterday
feels like really inside my head
suddenly saw myra's mom(i think)

while inside my head

to:
"myra"
well im an idiot, im lost, an F-up person
i have my reasons to "s" and is not bout being cool
i ruin ppl day especially urs
i think to much
i cant bare lose not juz hafeez, but you too
u really made me something
no point of fightting
im sry to start this crap
im sry
im sry
im sry
im sry
im sry

"hafeez"
hmms. . .im sry bout yesterday
im a jerk shouting at you
u wan it, so u get it
seems like u dont need me anymore
....
really gonna miss the old times
although we aint the same skool,
we still bros
im sry
im sry
im sry

maybe u guys better off without me
im juz the bad guy
im making things worst
give me time to stop "s"
-------------------------------------
"affia"
sorry bout juz now, im really lost
i cant really blame everything on you
its all me
im the fault
im sry
im sry
im sry

to every1 who i ever hurt . . im sry (i mean it)
forgive me to my stupid actions

"When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me"

broken frenship??

yesterday was really the F up day
after skool went mc and to meet my bro(feez)
the past few days ago he said he want to break our frenship

juz bcuz about my syg said something to him
like comon i can talk to my syg right??
for 4 years in secondary skool i made u as my brother
and now u making me like this??
comon lah . . think properly
this is wat brothers for

"myra"
do u think u wan to lose a fren that has been for four years??
i dont think so
do u think u wan to lose two brother that has been there for u??
i dont think so
cant u see
i dont wan anyone to suffer
i dont wan to lose frens especially feez
y dont u face me?? (scared??)
i dont wan to face u bcuz i dont wan to hurt u (mentally)
do u ever see me do anything to hurt u b4 we broke up
if u asking y life is unfair, is always unfair

now im asking myself "why?"
am i a gud guy or bad guy??
am i doing the right thing or wrong thing??
why am i here??
wat should i do??
everybody had their reason to live
but wats my reason?
hate??like??love??


"we ride together, we die together, bad boys for life" from bad boys

Acoustic Guitar

well a brought my acoustic guitar to skool today
it really bring the class alive
sing song (quite fun)

today morning thought of taking my syg guitar from hidayah
but i was sleepy and drop dead (x.x)
woke up again
bath, eat and off i go to skool
reached skool 10+
theory class nothing much
practical got something to do
after class ends went to CCA
played 1 new song
my teacher in charge of the CCA put me as 1st vice chairman (im so dead)
went home

now im fcbking, chatting and some other stuff

"a song for all of us to keep everyone alive"

What a rainny day

hey ppl
today was not bad
went skool
practical stuff
then break
theory class (fall asleep)
class end at 2+

meet my frens at limbang
went to mc nobody there
juz as i stepping out of mc, mangkok and sarah came
played khairul's guitar
then saw myra, syasya and ketot went in mc
(myra wif the mask on . .weird . . from d&t class i guess)
went to lp but no1 was there
so we juz slack there sunddenly rain came (wet again)
my syg at mc so i need to run in the rain
then my syg was down(dont wanna talk bout it)
so send my syg, diyana and hidayah home (tiring and drenched)
came bak to lp finding my beg
went mc no1 there
so otw to 542 saw sarah and gang walking (thx to farahi carrying my beg)
then went home

now im fresh
tomorrow got cca . .
dont know wat to do


"im so sorry dear"

first day of second term skool

today was the first day of skool of second term
i miss my classmates
eager to know my test paper marks
i got 76/100 (proud)
then we got a long break
PE teacher nvr come(wooohooo)
go home early but nah not going home early
so slack wif my frens
go macdonald at limbang eat launch(hungry)
den meet my syg
talk bout y she send the msg..... d -.-"b
send her home then i went home
now im here

tomorrow skool at 8am......
wondering wat to do tomorrow

"you can like so many ppl but you can only love one

bored sunday

today was so damn bored
woke up in the morning went to religious class
while in class, trying to texting my syg
after class went home

at home played ps3(bad company 2)
played the guitar(hot n cold song)
well nothing much to say today

tomorrow start skool already(whooray)
meet my classmates (long time no see i thought u mati....jkjk)

prepaid no $$ XP
no worries im buying top up tomorrow
text u all later

thats all for today guys and gurls

"what do you want from me"

ST12 concert

today went to ST12 concert at suntec
it was a blast ;D

woke up played my bro's acoustic
then went bored, so i played PS3

5pm get ready to go
6+ went out
8pm the show started
2hrs ltr the show ends
while watching the performance, msg my syg(really miss her
after the show went west coast to eat(hungry like nvr eat before)
then went home
now im here tired
tomorrow got religious class.....

"trusting people?? . . )

The phrase "what if i can turn back time"

The phrase was in my head for the whole day
today was a moody day as i expected
so moody that i dnt wan to write bout today
hope tomorrow would be better

miss the old times.........

also in my mind is the song thunder by boyslikegirls
now, as im playing it
it really make me think about the past
but life must move on....

im happy what i have and who i have

hantu lift???








"i really......"

back from the pain

yo ppl im bak from raffles place

today was fine
woke up hit my feet to the egde of my bed(cuz got blister on my feet so it really hurts)
went out to meet my 4J bros(kegan, abdul, firman and birthday boy nasrul)
juz went out of the house, firman called me says 5pm meet( it was 1+ i went out -.-")
so went to limbang meet my juniours and my dear
slack..........
went to blk 542
slack..........
when diyana, hiddayah and affia went back, it was 5.10
i thought i got time (too bad gtg)
so went to cck meet the 4J bros
went to takashimaya since we not watching movie
abdul bought perfume.....
then we went to raffles place to eat
done eating went straight for home(a long ride home..)
and now im home ;D

2morrow going to Kranji sec for KPTT
hope have KPTT

"sorry dear ill make up to you tomorrow"

tired and fun day ;D

woke up at 9++
go skool for final shot for project(at last finish)
after skool go eat(prata shop)
after eat went meet fren at limbang
slack, play soccer and threat them 2 big bottles
den meet my affia and hidayah . . yaji tag along
went to hidayah hse as my affia went to hidayah hse wif hidayah
me and yaji wait under the blok
den we head bak to limbang park
as reaching there hidayah and affia need to rush to skool as they hav npcc
so they went off
me and yaji went slack at limbang park wif other members
played soccer (got blister at my feet :(.....)
some ppl need to rush but they will be back
so boring, i hear songs
zack suddenly appear (long time no see)
went to mac to eat(hungry like wat sia)
alot of problems at the time
den went home
now so damn tired
havent bath(hehe)
thats all for today ppl



"i will always love you" to my gf ;D

another day of problems

hello ppl
today woke up early went to skool for project again
after project meet my sis (ming yue) and her fren
went eat ice cream her fren treat us (fun)
after that we went window shopping
i bought myself a new headphone
went to mc eat b4 dinner
while her fren eating, my sis suddenly feel so down
send her home
i went to limbang for awhile buy somestuff
went home, bath, played PS3 and now on the comp
now updating stuff
and thinking alot of negetive stuff
y alot of things is in my mind??
giving me a big headace



"maybe, u should takecare of wat u said in ur blog"

not the best day ever

today start wif a confusing day
woke up blur and thinking "did i pray this morning"
went to bath and get ready go to school
went school nothing much help here help there
1 plus finish since my advisor is rushing off
went to LP slack here slack there
nothing much (i dk why i was feeling happy)
suddenly LP start raining on and off (not that wet)
then myra showed up wif her frens (my mood when down)
i was like "F" up then talk to ppl to cool down
my GF was sick at home today so cannot meet her (nvm then)
but still im worried for her cuz her temperature was high
get well soon... :)
after slacking went to west mall meet my old frens to eat
after eat, meet my sis (from another mom) miss her though
after meet her, went home
now im here
tomorrow hope to be better



"i don't think so, you will.....soon"

what a bored sunday . . .

today morning went to religious class late and wet.....
after class went buy some food for myself...
went home, my 2 bros still sleeping...
eat, use comp, play guitar, watch tv...

now watching anime (wasn't expecting that) and smsing my sis (from another mom)
she said she working 2 jobs XD, i can only take 1 job
waiting for food to come to me cuz parents went out for course early morning (hungry sia)
now looking at people's blog, especially "someone"...
tomorrow still holiday till this coming sunday(sian d -.-"b)




"hope she having a good life on her own...."

My first day on blog :D

today both of my parents are not home...hehe
so can blast my amp guitar since im home alone
im done doing warmness on the soul solo...quite easy
now im chatting to frens....checking facebook
i got 1 more week of holiday.... -.-"
sian sia....
tomorrow post again




"bored sia !!!"