not expected exam day

watchap ppl
morning went to skool early wif my elec. guitar
put my guitar in the studio
den wen to canteen met andrew
studied
time has come to do online exam
the 1st qns i go O.O"
"how the hell m gonna do this??"
did the rest
still O.O"
after that
went to workshp
did somestuff
lunch time go studio
played some stuff
back to workshop
did last touch
back again to studio
then 3+ went off to cck stadium meet myra to take my capo back
took back
went to limbang park
nothing much went home
now im here

urgh my mind is like having two voices in my mind
i cant get it out

"nobody but juz only u"

study day

watchap ppl
hehe
well today stayed in hse the whole morning
then thought of studying at limbang later
work out abit
played games
eat
then 4+
went out
otw to limbang
i saw mangkok, ali, sarah and amir at a small bbq place
then yaji and khai came
they say got soccer at regent sec
so went there
samuel was there playing
half time
came bak
then sat at the spectators there
and saw firman and azlan
then i join them
soccer finish
went to limbang to study
b4 that ate mcspicy
the fries firman take
then he went off
i studied from 7+ to 8+
not that stress
but thinking wat coming out tomorrow on9 test
hmms
nid to pray hard hopefully the test is easy

"hmms should i or should i not??"

IM SICK!!!

yesterday
me and my fren queensway after friday prayer
go rounding
nothing much to buy
so i bought ice cream for me and my fren
my fren dropped the ice cream
i go like O.o
then gave him money buy water
den we off to bugis
went there
alot of ppl since was vesak day
rounding, up and down
nothing
my fren wanted to go to woodlands
but i was so damn giddy
so we head to lot 1
as we ride down the escalator
we reach down
then the worst happen
yes . . i vomit
i thought can make it to the toilet
but i cant
then i sat down at the side
waiting for my mum to pick me up
then went home wif my mum and bro
didnt want to go clinic
so went home
giddy like hell
rest for the night

today
woke up still abit giddy
ate bread and drink tea
thnx mom
now im here
checking my fb

now i need to relax
dont think to much
eat the right time

"you always my thunder"

fun wif drums day

wassup ppl
today went skool early
study
got exam
finish exams
went to studio
played the drums
from 11am to 4pm
played until blister on my hand XD
luckily is juz a small one
need to remember to bring gloves when jamming
then head to limbang
slack
while otw home
thought of taking my capo back from myra
then she say tomorrow
fine wif it
hope she didnt lost it
now im here
i dont know wat to do
maybe . . . . . . . . .

"do you remember"

wat a great day for me

heyy ppl
today was great
didn go skool
i went to dhoby ghaut for recording
record song
our song was chosen t played in the grand opening
the not hppy part was the teacher who organize this
change some words in the lyrics
that part i was unhappy
nvm
then walk around plaza sing when it was break time
as we walking back to Soma
i nid go back skool for cca
so went back
hear abit bout gokart
then get into music studio
jammed
then went home
n now im here

"u smile, i smile"

wat a tiring day

hello ppl
today was tiring
did nothing in class
aftr lunch
went meet mustaffa
go studio
played the drums
then help mustaffa wif the guitar stand project
so tiring
then went limbang
meet ppl
then went home

hmms

"i cant love another"

one fine monday ;D

hello ppl
today was great
morning nothing to do
so slack
after tea break
theory class
so slack
after launch
in class
so slack
after class
go to limbang
so slack

slacking day
nothing much to say or type

"day after day"

stress in my head sunday

wat a day
today i got religious class exams XD
so damn stress
went home after exams
still headache
played guitar
mastering two is better than one
hehe
at home nothing much
thought of going for a run
but nvr

aiyo tomorrow skool
confirm boring
sian sia
hmms

"my immortal"

please . .

urgh . .
wat a boring saturday
sleep the whole morning
cuz yesterday fetch my aunt from airport (she lives at australia)
today was boring
went out study
then meet the slack members at cck park
after 6 went home
now im here drop dead on my bed

i wont forget
n will nvr forget

"i can wait forever"

Naval base open house

hello guys and gurls
today went to the naval base open house at changi
Being there was like being in hell( X )
no ofence
so went inside a ship
big tents
cuz mostly they are air condition
eat old chung kee
still hungry( D: )
then went back to skool
stayed in skool and seeing my classmates going home (sad)
doing work
re-type lyrics
then my god sis came to my campus
wait for her to go home together
went home

now im writing lyrics for some1
even though is hard
i will stay on 1
but i need to change back like i was use to
im sorry what i did to you
all i wanted is you
its all my fault this all happen

"im sorry"

decisions need to be make

decisions
decisions
decisions
y must i make a decisions
i cant make decisions
seriously
dont ask me to make a decision
i can make decision but i need time to think

today
skool was bored as always
after skool meet ppl at cck park
played under the rain
wet like after bath
played the swing
got landed on my butt
from now still pain
then went home wif cloths abit wet
well thats all

"how to make a decision??"

Feel regret

well today
i really feeling regret
i didnt noe
i miss u bad
now i feel so regret
everything that i done
im so messed up

"so down"

all i need is patience

"i will wait for you"

well this song really
something to me
to someone i love
that juz walk away from me
i maybe have i kind heart but
dont take me for granted

sry ppl i nvr post for the past few days
i was so damn busy

nothing much going on
juz the emo me
u may think im happy here
but deep inside me im feeling so down

i wish i can love u right

"no matter what, i will wait for what i waited for"

Im beginning to break down . . again

well
i miss u so much
i cant say much
my heart says juz wait
but my mind says dont wait

i miss holding u closely
i miss talking to u
i miss playing music for u
i miss everything that we done together

i wish......

"touched by an angel"

im here without you baby

now im in school
nothing much to do
doing our own stuff
im bored
playing guitar

hmms
i still love u
i wish u come back to me
i wish

i feel so f up now

:'(

its juz me, lyrics and chords

hello ppl
today was so stress writing song
i went to school of music(SoMA)
for writing song course
writing like hell
mustaffa put in the course last min
well at least i can express my music talent

in skool
bored
nvr do anything
after skool went to SoMA
alot of thing ive learn
i got to write lyrics tonight
den went home

nothing much to talk bout
juz need to write a song bout ITE west

"song's that express my emotions"

mother's day

"i like this version"

hmms
today is a moody day for me
went to religious skool
came back wif a very hot temperature
can die seh
feez msg me if i can bring laptop for him
but i cant
i went out wif my family go eat outside
after eating went home
while inside the car
my god sis called me
asking me wats the malay drum (kompang)
reaching home

now im here
moody of i dnt know y
wondering if she notice i want her bak
loving her like old times
hug her every seconds
nvr let her go
hmms

"happy mother's day"

not having a good feeling

hmms
today feeling not so gud
like somethings wrong
but i dk wat or why
sometimes feel up
sometimes feel down
wierd

today
when to study at mc
den meet sarah and fadhly
slack
slack
yaji tagg along
slack
slack
den starting to have bad feelings
so i head home

its earth is getting hotter and hotter
wondering
plz make it cold god
i beg to u god
praying hard
to everyone suffering (especially problems to be solve)

"is juz one more step to you"

moody day

'bluek!!"

well thats my stupid face
nothing special

today i overslept
woke up 845am
i should be in skool by 9
so i rush to toilet
bath
then i went off
rush to skool
came to skool saw my classmates going home
then i need to find my class advisor
take attendance
so when off to plaza singapura wif my fren
went there to yamaha shop buy drum sticks
after buying went to limbang
slack
slack
slack
till 855pm
now im here
chatting wif ppl
update stuff

hmms
love??
i cant force ppl to love
so i juz let them go if they have a gud reason
hoping doing the right thing
and hoping they would come bak for me
its their choice
not mine
i cant do anything
everything i did, i did it for them
i juz need to accept the path that they choose........

"I juz havent met u yet"

broken heart :'(

lyrics:

tak pernah terpikir olehku
tak sedikit pun ku menyangka
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

begitu sulit ku menyangkal
begitu sakit ku rasakan
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

* di bawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup ini terjadi
karna ku sangat cinta

** ini lah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan kasih

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup
di nantiku

repeat **

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

please dont go :'(

"The brothers are back"

well we are back
after a stupid fight
no more problems
i hope

skool was bored
nothing much to do
so skool end at 11.30
since lifeskill teacher went for meeting
wooohooo
so went to limbang
meet ppl
i thought of meeting affia
since she went home wif her fren
then cant meet her
so sad
den went home

now im here
later going study

the heart of my life to you
i love u dear

"saat terakhir"

I need you in my life

"thx andrew for the scratch"

ouch man
aiyo today so tired

today skool came abit late
theory class was bored
workshop was having a dirty hand
after class went to music studio
meeting
jammed
went to limbang as i was having a bad feeling there
then i was right
sigh alot changed
then i went home leaving them behind
now im here

hmms
i do love u
im trying to sacrifice myself to get to you
but u having exams now
so i dont wan to disturb u to much
sigh . .
i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really love u
i dont care if u dont change
all i need is u by my side

"I'm yours"

Use Somebody

"think im happy??"

well not that much
im been so moody
thinking so much stuff
i really need someone
to calm me down
well i noe who
guess who?
i wont say anything
she'll know herself

"yesterday"
well skool was as per normal
nothing much
slack
went home

"today"
skool was as per normal again
nothing much
slack
went home
go out again to study
meet zul, hakeem, sarah, nasrul and kamarul
study
went home

hidayah said affia went to her cousin house
then i read affia blog that she went lot 1 to do something for her mom
hmms very wierd
well....i dk wat to say

"everything i do, i do it for you"

A very odd feeling day

today woke up 12+
due to late come back at night yesterday from malaysia
bath
i thought of going out
but i got weird feeling of not and want to go out
so 3.30 i decide to go out
went out to find ppl to slack

so found sarah, fadhly and diyana under amani blog
then khairul came wif his guitar
few mins later we go 542
sit there
talk
sing
5+ while playing suddenly saw hafiz(mj) and khairi
hmms wondering wat they r doing
6+ start to head home
khairul came along and went home
i sent him till infront lot 1
then i walked home

reached home
use the comp for awhile
update stuff

now im here
later going to eat

"ku tak akan tinggal kan mu"

Trip to malaysia

while eating "yokomo??"

early morning woke up around 4.30
get ready
went to uncle house first to meet up the others
6+ we all meet up and off to woodlands checkpoint
b4 crossing the border i msg my syg
after crossing the border
we start our journey
we made some stops at rest place
12+ we reached our destination at "nilai"
well they all sell home stuff
nothing much
it was hot like hell....luckily can tahan the heat
buy some stuff
we went to eat
while eating a band performing songs.....bored
after eating we head back to JB around 4+
there this place called pandan city
they sell alot of stuff
i bought 2 shirts
then head for a cafe to rest
until 11+ we talk about today
then we head bak to singapore
me and my family reached home bout 12+
our trip was safe
thank god nothing happen to us

wow wat a tired day
i bought my syg something
while on the trip home
i got a feeling tomorrow that i should go to limbang
i dk why

" where 'd you go "
i miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
;D