broken wednesday

hmms . .
long time nvr post
sry
too busy
its been a long time
back to single life
still normal life
skool was tiring
alot of happening
performance
help my C.A.
CCA so messy
hmms

i love u
but u said i change my atitude
i didnt
i had a bad day
im not in a mood

3rd monthsary friday

"i do anything"

heylow bby

happy 3rd monthsary

i love u so much

muax :)

"bby bby bby ohh"

full of buffet friday

hey guys
sry i ddnt post anything
i was bz as always
cant really make time for blog


today
surppose to go to skool at 9
luckily my fren called me
but came late
wanted to send something
but the teacher wasnt there
went home
and it start raining
hmms
went to friday prayer wif my old time buddy
came back hme
5+ went out to break our fast at concorde hotel
woohoo buffet
favourite food
raw salmon
nice
i wish they had more japanese food
me love japanese food
went home wif full stomach
in the car
listen to music
n thinking of :
"u hurt me n u didnt notice or maybe u did notice but all u do is leave me alone to cry . . the scar u hurt me is still hurts . . i dk wat u were thinking bout me . . i was right . . u took me for granted . . . "
but wat for am i angry for??
the past is the past
nothing can be done
i hope she understand my feelings
n y i change alot
but my heart still broken by u
torn to pieces
burn to ashes
i cant help it

"luv u syg :')"

help n help tuesday

heylow ppl
today
woke up tired face
went to dhoby ghaut wif fren
bought myself new guitar strings and a capo
walk walk
den went home
buy long john silver
brought it home
breakfast
eat eat
now im here
dlalalala

"what am i going to do?"

sick o sick monday

"belaian jiwa"

heylow ppl

its been a while

bz bz bz

haiyo cn die seh

2 weeks no skool

thx YOG

been sick for few days

wat to do this holidays

hmms

cnt think anyting fun

=.=

my guitar strings rusty and some snap

going replace

buy stuff 2mrw

any1 wan to follow?

msging my bby

now she bz

no1 to talk to

sad

i hope this song goes to every1 head

espcially . . ..

hopefully

bby i miss u huhuhu . . .

"where am i?"

2nd month tuesday

"This my baby"

"you are my only one"

Happy 2nd monthsary syg

i luve u

:')

new shoes friday

"my new shoes"

heylow ppl

been so tired this days

woke up in the morning

went to skool

straight to studio

which is a mistake

cuz few came

half a day in there

then off to tamp

meet my bby

like a week already ddint see her

walk around tamp

eat at mcdonald

bought myself new shoes

walk2

bby go trim hair

den send her home

then went home

now im here

chatting wif my bby

bhy . . u said u love me

u and i promise each other not to leave each other
now u said u wan to bunuh diri

wat is this syg

if u love me so much

u wnt do this

plz syg

dont leave me

or u juz want to disapoint me

haiz

i love u syg

"y is this always happen??"

rush here and there monday

"hate"

well dosent mean this song its about hate

its juz somthing to do with my life

today went skool

as per normal

went home late

cause of cca meeting

missing my bby so much

this song is not to you bby

"how long am i going to stay like this??"

A test from god sunday

Hey guys
today alot bad things happen
but i got the paitience
my mum nag at me (nvm can tahan)
my phone droped (idiot aunty)
but these things arent so bad
try to kept it cool
went to religous class
as per normal
finish went home
then nidgo out again
to angmokio
for community service
done
went home
now im here

"what is my life means to people?"

late for skool monday

hilow ppl
morning late for skool
big time
came to skool
haiya sian
go for cca
tired
msg my bhy throught out the day
miss her so much

"i will if u will too"

WTF sunday

"impossible"

hey ppl

didnt go for religous class

then stayed home

do some house work

then went out wif bro to meet our reletives

then go eat

went home

now im here

"you always be my thunder"

past memories saturday

this song was once i sang to some1 i luv
looking back at the past memories
and looking that some1
how emotional :'(
but its the past
eventhough i moved on
i cant move on smoothly

"I L _ V _ E YOU"

having a headace sunday

hey ppl
im making this short
im not really feeling well
headace like hell
juz to settle a problem
im having a hard time
my head is really feeling akward
i dk how to explain
hope 2mrw would be better . .

"u guys better listen and do wat i said to u"

end of problem friday

"i missed my hair"

mellow ppl

today

go skool

saw my classmates outside class like begger

sitting on the floor

our lecturer lost in skool

at last came

sit inside class

do nothing

after class

went to friday prayers wif farahi

then go limbang meet hafeez

settle wif zul at lp

haiz

den lpk

went home wif headace

until now on the comp

haiz . .

from last year till now still havent solve

y izit so hard to listen

if u guys listen to me

this wnt happen

so sturborn . .

haiyo

"forget the past and move on"

new skool thursday

well ppl
hi low
sry ppl
long time nvr update
been bz
today skool was normal
in the new skool
was like a shopping mall
wow
hotel
wow
711
wow
yamaha
wow
shop n save
wow
really big but not big as east campus
alot of ppl
haiyo like fishmarket
went home
attack the laptop
hehe
chat wif my bby
until now
now im here
now im worried
for her
wat shud i do

still frm now i cant trust ppl
i wonders

"cant fall down again"

stay in my home wednesday

heyllo world
ive been bz alot
but today is my restday
sit at home
on the comp whole day
check stuffs
im thinking of a poster to make
how ah . .
hmms

hmms
in my mind was thinking
y am i here
i mean like
y am i created in this complicated world
every1 have a reason to live in this world
am i right??
i can see the purpose of some ppl
but i dont see my purpose
can some1 tell me wats my purpose for living in this world??
sigh . . . . . . .

"i cant make anything right"

no time to post sunday

" me and the mirror"

hey ppl

its been a while i nvr update

cuz of skool stuff

thats y i have no time to update

well woke in the morning

thinking

"hmms sunday wat am i going to do??"

on the comp

play guitar

chat to my baby

nothing much

now im here

well alot had change

different from last year

thats y i put "me and the mirror"

im different

no turning back though

life

life

life

moving forward is a gud idea

but memories

i cant erase it

its like to precious to me

i wish i could be dead

thats better

my family, my friends, my syg and all the one is close to me

are going to miss me if im dead

wat im gud for??

hmms

thinking

"life is......"

hot hot hot monday

wow
hey ppl
is hot hot hot outside
today woke up
pizza on dining table
eat wif the cousins my aunt and family
then went out to peninsula wif hafeez
but b4 that wen to tamp to meet his gf
then wen city hall
after that dhoby ghaut
buy myself new cable
$12!!
walk around in plaza singapura
then went to sent feez home
went to lp meet my members
home called
went home
now im here

"even i dont meet you, i will see you in my dreams"

zoo zoo sunday

ellow peeple
today woke up 8+
my aunt ask me whether want to come along to the zoo
so i was thinking yes or no
and my cousin want me to go
so yes i went
went to zoo around 10
lots of stuff to see
its been a while went to the zoo
my best moment
was i look at the lion and winked
n the lion winked back to me
how cool is that
so went up the zoo took a break at the kidzworld
eat KFC
alot
then the 3 cousins went for the wet playground
me, my bro, kak nur and my aunt rest
after they play in the wet
we went home
tired
dizzy

my baby msg me that her phone spoiled
so cant call or msg her
sad
sad

"zoo is fun"

heart pounding friday

heylow ppl

today woke up
8+ shud go skool
but lazy to help carry stuff
then played ps3
then go friday prayer
then meet feez for awhile
he sent me to cck stadium
wondering y im there??
go swimming wif my cousins
after swimming went to limbang to buy guitar strings
while walking
saw hafeez and khairi
bought myself guitar strings and bubble tea
then go yew tee cc to use the comp
while going home
msg my bby
she said she going to faint
i was so scared and cried the way back home
when i reach home
she faint
so i was thnking alot stuff that can happen
so i cried alot
pray to god
hoping nothing happen to her
as i calm down
she was back
thank god
called her
now im here

thank to god
she's fine

"dont forget who created you"

Urgh my head thursday

hey ppl
really stress
thnx to my frenz
who ask me to cancel the bbq plan
really greatful
very surportive
thnx

today
went to skool
help to carry some computers
then go eat the juz open canteen
good food there
after eat go explore more the skool
fun
then go limbang park
play soccer
went home
tired
now im here

baby thnx for cheering me up
i appreciate
i luv u syg ;D

"when im down, you always cheer me up"

copied from my baby

tday didnt move my ass much … wakey at 8 den go bck to slp again .. at 11 woke up , watch tv b4 bathing .. watch cartoon .. haha !! today very lazy to go out ! heee :) . wat a day … have been msging my bby the whole day . both lazy bumbum , stay at hme the whole day ! hah !!!! so nw mind is blank dun noe wat else to type so yeah ! bbbyeeee !!!!

peace out ! ;

Araf star

emotional feelings tuesday

hey ppl
today was fun
went to skool
meeting
then go to tamp meet my baby
went to tamp 1 mall
walk2
saw hafiz wif some1
then sent her home
while sending her home
her mood change
she like not happy
talk to her
aiyo
then i went home
feeling emo
dnt noe y
now im here

baby
eventhough u hate life u must bare wif it
dont think negetive
think positive
im here for u dear
even if u make me down
i will bring u up
no matter wat
plz dont leave me here crying
im far from you but my heart is beside yours
dont give up on life easily
i dont wanna lose you
:'(

"i feel down"

A smile on my face monday

hello ppl
yesterday was s tired
and so i ddnt post anything
morning woke up
went to skool
pack some stuff
put in van
reached at jalan kayu cc
played some songs
after that pack up
and go back skool
then go suntec city for IT show
so alot of ppl
after that go bak to jalan kayu cc for dinner
after dinner went home

today
woke up 10+
mustaffa call
and ask to go skool
help to carry stuff
did that
then go limbang
sent capo to myra (nice haircut)
and then go to lp to slack
after that go home
now im here

"im here all for you"

stay in home saturday

"me and my bass"

hey ppl

thats me on ITE CCK grand opening

getting ready to perform

ok today

so nothing to do

use the comp the whole day

played guitar

2morrow go skool

urgh again

wat to do

chairman

last even for the month i hope

holiday are here for me

enjoy while i can

i get tired easily

wonders

msg my dear for the whole day

thats all for today

to ppl

i maybe there but the diff me inside

i can joke

i can serious

juz dont make me mad

u dont like it when im mad

"tired like a pig"

Rock my guitar friday

hey ppl!!
today was so great
woke in the morning
feeling good
y?
performance day
need to perform in ite cck grand opening
get ready
went to interchange to meet hakim
then off to cck ite
went to the practice room
jammed the 3 songs
jammed and jammed
and rest b4 we perform on stage
then we get ready to go to stage
saw the cowd and i go 0.0
and i was the 1st to step on the stage
look at the crowd
took photos
everything i do i do it for you was fine
im yours was ok
englishman in new york was like abit messy
after performing
pack up back to practice room
take a rest
then go friday prayer
after that go eat
and back to skool
wif a tired face
jammed for this sunday
went home tired
msg my syg
she missed me from morning
miss her so much
sry dear been bz the whole morning
now im here
tired
sleepy
full of food
i can knock out in few mins
urgh . .
2morrow wat to do??
i noe
sleep!!!
k lah thats all for today

"i wanna go"

karate kick my ass thursday

hey ppl
today morning
slept until 9+
woke up my baby msg
msg her
then my parents went to market while im bathing
luckily ask for money b4 bathing
get ready and off to my baby hse
then off to tampines mall
bought the tickets for karate kid
went eat at long john silver
while waiting for the show which is 45min to wait
we went up and down of the shopping center
bought the pocorn and drinks
went inside the cinema
watches the show is back aching
cuz we sat at the 1st row
yea
finished show thought of sending my baby home
but last min her mom called her to meet
so sad
nvm
so went to lmbang park meet my old members
long time no see
slack for a while
then went home
now im here
msging my baby
which pissed off wif her ex

"sayang, i rindu you"

really not my day wednesday

urgh helo ppl
today really a f-up day
really cant take it
cca members like wat
really dont made my day
seriously i dont wanna talk bout today
today suks big time
thnx to bryan wif the crack on my guitar
really helps dumbass

"urgh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! seriously"

urgh!! stress me out tuesday

"one of my favourite song

hey ppl

if u feel down

listen to this song

quite fun song

hey ppl

today so much thing to do

here there

can die seh

go skool in the morning

nothing

went home eat icecream

then mustaffa called me to go skool -.-

i go like WTF
then go to skool wif hakim

wait and wait until nite

he came at last

carry drum set

went home in angry heart

aiyo

now im here

mging my baby

"i mish u sayang"

spice up my love monday

hello ppl
today went to skool in the mornin
meet my cca members
then off to my baby hse
did alot of stuff
especially cleaning her wardrobe
my god how messy it is
help her wif cleaning
then chill
5+ i went head home
took 67 again
but i got problem
my stomach got alot of air
silent but violent . . kidding
juz try to hold it
then i reached home
release the pleasure in the toilet
now im here

"baby i love u so much"

Im very bored sunday

hey ppl
sundays shud b fun
but bored
didnt do anything
play guitar
play ps3 as usual
around 4+
went up to neighbour hse wif family
eat abit
talk abit
then went back home
throughout the day i msgng my baby
mornin and afternoon she was alright
then coming in night time
she like diff
wondering
im keeping my cool

"baby dont be like this"

hyper me saturday

hey ppl
acutally is not
juz words that make me hyper
today stayed at home
play ps3
play guitar
nothing much today
didnt move my ass much
now msging my baby
seems like she have family problem
trying to cool her down
and trying not to loose her
sigh if only im there wif her
sigh

"baby plz dont go"

anger my mind friday

hey ppl
today had abit of anger in me
but i kept my cool
went to skool
meet mustaffa
walao he want me to sort papers in a file
so i did
wif paitience
then siti came to help
then amsyar came to annoy me
finished
go to studio pack up stuff to cck ite
done that we wait for mustaffa to come
so bored that i played the drums
played bang here bang there fun
then mustaffa came
did some checking
went to mosuqe b4 going to cck
after solat went eat wif the teachers
teachers threat us food and water hehe
then off to cck
went to the arena
where is the middle off the skool
pretty cool like simei only smaller
didnt rehersal
we went to a room
put the stuff inside
practice abit
then head home
tired
urgh
pissed off wif alot of ppl
im not gonna say who
really cant wok wif this ppl
need to go somewhere

"baby i miss u"

New life thursday

hello ppl
today
thought going to skool
but nah
i went to tampines to meet some1
so came abit early
met her at mr bean
go walk walk
then eat at food culture
eat eat eat
then went to rooftop wif bubble tea
then made my move
n she said yes woohoo
so we went to interchange
take a bus to her house
went inside on the laptop
then i head home
took bus 67
it was a long ride to cck
sad my phone is dead
so cannot hear music
then i reached home
tired legs
now im here

love you so dear

"a new life has begin"

play my guitar wednesday

harlo guys and gurls
its me here
tired of today

today
went to skool
so sick and tired
went to studio straight away
played guitar
and played the drums
nothing much
wait for the ppl to come
hours after hours of waiting
finally one by one they came
jammed
im yours by jason mraz
everything i do i do it for you by bryan adams
and zombies by cranberries
fun like wat
pack up early
since my family want to go out to eat
and wat the hell
ate at pizza hut
since today my bro bdae
its been a long time we last eat pizza hut
finish eat
went straight back home
now im here
thinking wat to do tomorrow
hmms

still cnt forget . . . . . . . . .

"there's always reason in things u do"

Find the lost key monday

hey ppl
today eventhough no class
i nid to go bak to skool
came there
help out alot of stuff
damn tired
went for lunch
after eating
find the studio key
run here and there to find a stupid key
finally found it
went inside
jam wif frens for the cck ite grand opening
we r short of ppl
cuz some of th ppl nvr come
jam jam
then went home

hmms every step when i walk home
i think alot of things
cnt i hav some space in my mind?
its like every where
i really cant take it seh
feel like running to somewhere i can free my mind
so stress
my mind feel sick and tired of this

"lalu bilang i love you padamu"

not expected exam day

watchap ppl
morning went to skool early wif my elec. guitar
put my guitar in the studio
den wen to canteen met andrew
studied
time has come to do online exam
the 1st qns i go O.O"
"how the hell m gonna do this??"
did the rest
still O.O"
after that
went to workshp
did somestuff
lunch time go studio
played some stuff
back to workshop
did last touch
back again to studio
then 3+ went off to cck stadium meet myra to take my capo back
took back
went to limbang park
nothing much went home
now im here

urgh my mind is like having two voices in my mind
i cant get it out

"nobody but juz only u"

study day

watchap ppl
hehe
well today stayed in hse the whole morning
then thought of studying at limbang later
work out abit
played games
eat
then 4+
went out
otw to limbang
i saw mangkok, ali, sarah and amir at a small bbq place
then yaji and khai came
they say got soccer at regent sec
so went there
samuel was there playing
half time
came bak
then sat at the spectators there
and saw firman and azlan
then i join them
soccer finish
went to limbang to study
b4 that ate mcspicy
the fries firman take
then he went off
i studied from 7+ to 8+
not that stress
but thinking wat coming out tomorrow on9 test
hmms
nid to pray hard hopefully the test is easy

"hmms should i or should i not??"

IM SICK!!!

yesterday
me and my fren queensway after friday prayer
go rounding
nothing much to buy
so i bought ice cream for me and my fren
my fren dropped the ice cream
i go like O.o
then gave him money buy water
den we off to bugis
went there
alot of ppl since was vesak day
rounding, up and down
nothing
my fren wanted to go to woodlands
but i was so damn giddy
so we head to lot 1
as we ride down the escalator
we reach down
then the worst happen
yes . . i vomit
i thought can make it to the toilet
but i cant
then i sat down at the side
waiting for my mum to pick me up
then went home wif my mum and bro
didnt want to go clinic
so went home
giddy like hell
rest for the night

today
woke up still abit giddy
ate bread and drink tea
thnx mom
now im here
checking my fb

now i need to relax
dont think to much
eat the right time

"you always my thunder"

fun wif drums day

wassup ppl
today went skool early
study
got exam
finish exams
went to studio
played the drums
from 11am to 4pm
played until blister on my hand XD
luckily is juz a small one
need to remember to bring gloves when jamming
then head to limbang
slack
while otw home
thought of taking my capo back from myra
then she say tomorrow
fine wif it
hope she didnt lost it
now im here
i dont know wat to do
maybe . . . . . . . . .

"do you remember"

wat a great day for me

heyy ppl
today was great
didn go skool
i went to dhoby ghaut for recording
record song
our song was chosen t played in the grand opening
the not hppy part was the teacher who organize this
change some words in the lyrics
that part i was unhappy
nvm
then walk around plaza sing when it was break time
as we walking back to Soma
i nid go back skool for cca
so went back
hear abit bout gokart
then get into music studio
jammed
then went home
n now im here

"u smile, i smile"

wat a tiring day

hello ppl
today was tiring
did nothing in class
aftr lunch
went meet mustaffa
go studio
played the drums
then help mustaffa wif the guitar stand project
so tiring
then went limbang
meet ppl
then went home

hmms

"i cant love another"

one fine monday ;D

hello ppl
today was great
morning nothing to do
so slack
after tea break
theory class
so slack
after launch
in class
so slack
after class
go to limbang
so slack

slacking day
nothing much to say or type

"day after day"

stress in my head sunday

wat a day
today i got religious class exams XD
so damn stress
went home after exams
still headache
played guitar
mastering two is better than one
hehe
at home nothing much
thought of going for a run
but nvr

aiyo tomorrow skool
confirm boring
sian sia
hmms

"my immortal"

please . .

urgh . .
wat a boring saturday
sleep the whole morning
cuz yesterday fetch my aunt from airport (she lives at australia)
today was boring
went out study
then meet the slack members at cck park
after 6 went home
now im here drop dead on my bed

i wont forget
n will nvr forget

"i can wait forever"

Naval base open house

hello guys and gurls
today went to the naval base open house at changi
Being there was like being in hell( X )
no ofence
so went inside a ship
big tents
cuz mostly they are air condition
eat old chung kee
still hungry( D: )
then went back to skool
stayed in skool and seeing my classmates going home (sad)
doing work
re-type lyrics
then my god sis came to my campus
wait for her to go home together
went home

now im writing lyrics for some1
even though is hard
i will stay on 1
but i need to change back like i was use to
im sorry what i did to you
all i wanted is you
its all my fault this all happen

"im sorry"

decisions need to be make

decisions
decisions
decisions
y must i make a decisions
i cant make decisions
seriously
dont ask me to make a decision
i can make decision but i need time to think

today
skool was bored as always
after skool meet ppl at cck park
played under the rain
wet like after bath
played the swing
got landed on my butt
from now still pain
then went home wif cloths abit wet
well thats all

"how to make a decision??"

Feel regret

well today
i really feeling regret
i didnt noe
i miss u bad
now i feel so regret
everything that i done
im so messed up

"so down"

all i need is patience

"i will wait for you"

well this song really
something to me
to someone i love
that juz walk away from me
i maybe have i kind heart but
dont take me for granted

sry ppl i nvr post for the past few days
i was so damn busy

nothing much going on
juz the emo me
u may think im happy here
but deep inside me im feeling so down

i wish i can love u right

"no matter what, i will wait for what i waited for"

Im beginning to break down . . again

well
i miss u so much
i cant say much
my heart says juz wait
but my mind says dont wait

i miss holding u closely
i miss talking to u
i miss playing music for u
i miss everything that we done together

i wish......

"touched by an angel"

im here without you baby

now im in school
nothing much to do
doing our own stuff
im bored
playing guitar

hmms
i still love u
i wish u come back to me
i wish

i feel so f up now

:'(

its juz me, lyrics and chords

hello ppl
today was so stress writing song
i went to school of music(SoMA)
for writing song course
writing like hell
mustaffa put in the course last min
well at least i can express my music talent

in skool
bored
nvr do anything
after skool went to SoMA
alot of thing ive learn
i got to write lyrics tonight
den went home

nothing much to talk bout
juz need to write a song bout ITE west

"song's that express my emotions"

mother's day

"i like this version"

hmms
today is a moody day for me
went to religious skool
came back wif a very hot temperature
can die seh
feez msg me if i can bring laptop for him
but i cant
i went out wif my family go eat outside
after eating went home
while inside the car
my god sis called me
asking me wats the malay drum (kompang)
reaching home

now im here
moody of i dnt know y
wondering if she notice i want her bak
loving her like old times
hug her every seconds
nvr let her go
hmms

"happy mother's day"

not having a good feeling

hmms
today feeling not so gud
like somethings wrong
but i dk wat or why
sometimes feel up
sometimes feel down
wierd

today
when to study at mc
den meet sarah and fadhly
slack
slack
yaji tagg along
slack
slack
den starting to have bad feelings
so i head home

its earth is getting hotter and hotter
wondering
plz make it cold god
i beg to u god
praying hard
to everyone suffering (especially problems to be solve)

"is juz one more step to you"

moody day

'bluek!!"

well thats my stupid face
nothing special

today i overslept
woke up 845am
i should be in skool by 9
so i rush to toilet
bath
then i went off
rush to skool
came to skool saw my classmates going home
then i need to find my class advisor
take attendance
so when off to plaza singapura wif my fren
went there to yamaha shop buy drum sticks
after buying went to limbang
slack
slack
slack
till 855pm
now im here
chatting wif ppl
update stuff

hmms
love??
i cant force ppl to love
so i juz let them go if they have a gud reason
hoping doing the right thing
and hoping they would come bak for me
its their choice
not mine
i cant do anything
everything i did, i did it for them
i juz need to accept the path that they choose........

"I juz havent met u yet"

broken heart :'(

lyrics:

tak pernah terpikir olehku
tak sedikit pun ku menyangka
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

begitu sulit ku menyangkal
begitu sakit ku rasakan
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

* di bawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup ini terjadi
karna ku sangat cinta

** ini lah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan kasih

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup
di nantiku

repeat **

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

please dont go :'(

"The brothers are back"

well we are back
after a stupid fight
no more problems
i hope

skool was bored
nothing much to do
so skool end at 11.30
since lifeskill teacher went for meeting
wooohooo
so went to limbang
meet ppl
i thought of meeting affia
since she went home wif her fren
then cant meet her
so sad
den went home

now im here
later going study

the heart of my life to you
i love u dear

"saat terakhir"

I need you in my life

"thx andrew for the scratch"

ouch man
aiyo today so tired

today skool came abit late
theory class was bored
workshop was having a dirty hand
after class went to music studio
meeting
jammed
went to limbang as i was having a bad feeling there
then i was right
sigh alot changed
then i went home leaving them behind
now im here

hmms
i do love u
im trying to sacrifice myself to get to you
but u having exams now
so i dont wan to disturb u to much
sigh . .
i really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really love u
i dont care if u dont change
all i need is u by my side

"I'm yours"

Use Somebody

"think im happy??"

well not that much
im been so moody
thinking so much stuff
i really need someone
to calm me down
well i noe who
guess who?
i wont say anything
she'll know herself

"yesterday"
well skool was as per normal
nothing much
slack
went home

"today"
skool was as per normal again
nothing much
slack
went home
go out again to study
meet zul, hakeem, sarah, nasrul and kamarul
study
went home

hidayah said affia went to her cousin house
then i read affia blog that she went lot 1 to do something for her mom
hmms very wierd
well....i dk wat to say

"everything i do, i do it for you"

A very odd feeling day

today woke up 12+
due to late come back at night yesterday from malaysia
bath
i thought of going out
but i got weird feeling of not and want to go out
so 3.30 i decide to go out
went out to find ppl to slack

so found sarah, fadhly and diyana under amani blog
then khairul came wif his guitar
few mins later we go 542
sit there
talk
sing
5+ while playing suddenly saw hafiz(mj) and khairi
hmms wondering wat they r doing
6+ start to head home
khairul came along and went home
i sent him till infront lot 1
then i walked home

reached home
use the comp for awhile
update stuff

now im here
later going to eat

"ku tak akan tinggal kan mu"

Trip to malaysia

while eating "yokomo??"

early morning woke up around 4.30
get ready
went to uncle house first to meet up the others
6+ we all meet up and off to woodlands checkpoint
b4 crossing the border i msg my syg
after crossing the border
we start our journey
we made some stops at rest place
12+ we reached our destination at "nilai"
well they all sell home stuff
nothing much
it was hot like hell....luckily can tahan the heat
buy some stuff
we went to eat
while eating a band performing songs.....bored
after eating we head back to JB around 4+
there this place called pandan city
they sell alot of stuff
i bought 2 shirts
then head for a cafe to rest
until 11+ we talk about today
then we head bak to singapore
me and my family reached home bout 12+
our trip was safe
thank god nothing happen to us

wow wat a tired day
i bought my syg something
while on the trip home
i got a feeling tomorrow that i should go to limbang
i dk why

" where 'd you go "
i miss you so
Seems like it's been forever
That you've been gone
;D

Free Food Day

"hearts and roses"

well this was given by my syg
she made this for our 2nd month
so sweet of her ;D
but tomorrow then is our 2nd month
since tomorrow im going to malaysia
so she gave it today morning
i try one b4 i went off to skool
and b4 i went off to skool
i sent my syg and dayah half way
then i went off

skool we went to ECP for CIP
pick up rubbish d -.-"b
pick and pick rubbish almost for 1 hr+
den walk here and there
after that we got free mcdonald food....hehe
mcspicy, fries and coke
then went back to skool

reached to skool
off to balestier ITE campus
audition like one kind
after audition we pack up to a van
i ride the van
the van air con spoiled
so its juz the sun's heat and the wind
luckily i can take the heat
put back all the equipment bak into the studio
went to makan...mustaffa treat us :D
then sent us to mrt station

i went to meet ppl at limbang
then went home

to my dear affia
hey dear happy 2nd month even thought it surppose to be tomorrow
thx for the choc's
i really love it
ive been bz for few days...im sry if i ddint make it there for u
but i always in ur heart
i hope we can go out together some day

"ku cintai mu"
ku rindui mu
ku sayangi mu

Problem - matic day

4J oh'9

today ppl was having alot of problem
so i have some of it to solve it

skool was bored
mustaffa called me to meet him.....
talk to him (he smells XD)
oooo tomorrow going balestier ITE (dead)
alot to think
but b4 going balestier
im going to do CIP at east coast park d -.-"b
but we getting free mcdonald food (wooohoo)

i got a video tagged in facebook
do see
im the singer XD

today to me is a memories flashback of 4J oh9
miss the whole class

"If We Ever Meet Again"

am i like a peace maker??

well today was a performance day
but the audience was damn small
not alot of ppl came inside the place
so not fun

skool was bored
nothing much
friday is a huge day for me and music club
cuz its a audition at balestier ITE

now im chatting wif ppl who slack at limbang area
alot have change and problem juz a few days without lpk with them
im gonna make things right tomorrow (hope so)
am i like a peace maker to ppl problem or juz make them worst??
u decide

" When you are with me "
I'm free, I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others, we'll fly
This brings tears, to my eyes
My Sacrifice

A great day

today was a great day
alot of stuff to do

skool was normal
cca was tough

went off to home at around 7
stop by at limbang park
meet some of the guys
long time no see

while walking to interchange
i saw this white cat
sit wif the cat for few mins and looking at the moon

den went to 711 buy my bro skittles.....
den straight home

wahhh i need to listen to music
tomorrow need to perform already(die liao)

to my dear affia: i <3 u too and i miss u ... badly

"im here without you baby"

A full moon

tonight is a full moon
alot of flashback and memories of a full moon
sigh......

hmms today came to skool abit late again d -.-"b
brought my safety boot for nothing....>:(
lunch was raining
so went to see mustaffa to get the key
and went into the music studio
went inside and need to carry stuff
but no need to
so went back to class
nothing much
good news no PE
after class went to music studio
went there jam some songs for this wednesday
aiyo such a tight schedule (die liao)

otw home
but i need to buy guitar string for my bro acoustic
so otw to limbang saw some of my lp frens at 542
and at limbang saw amani and her adiks
after bought the strings
went home
now im here
smsing my syg
miss her so much

tomorrow alot of stuff gonna do
wahh so damn busy

"i wan to hold you like i use to"

spend the weekend wif frens, cousins, uncles and autie

"a beautiful sky"

"yesterday"
well yesterday went out to city hall wif fren
went there buy some guitar accessories
but my fren came late around 4.55pm
so need to rush here and there
after that went to my grandmom ( my dad's auntie)
went there meet my cousins
quite fun
then me and my family went home around 11pm+

"today"
woke up bath and eat breakfast
and im off to religious class
after class
went home but i forgort to buy bread
went home 1st to take a rest
4+ went out
went to limbang buy guitar string
then saw yaji, sarah and her lil bro
talk to them
then went to sunshine place
buy bread and 2 bottle coke (for my bro)
now im home

is been days i nvr hold my syg
i miss her so much

this coming saturday im going to malaysia
go and come bak to singapore (1 day trip)

"dan mungkin bila nanti, kita akan bertemu lagi"

busy for past few days

the day i really think

sorry ppl if i nvr post for last few days
ive been very busy wif my cca

hmms very tired
im the 1st vice chairman for my cca (wat to say)
jamming
so im busy for that

man i miss limbang
i miss the ppl there
i miss my syg so much

hmms
i dk wat else to write

"can anyone here me??"

A busy day

wat a busy day

today i spent the whole day in skool

skool was fine
tired of bringing my electric guitar
theory my teacher wasnt there so another teacher came in
after lunch
practical nothing much

after class ends
went to music club
then meeting wif the whole club
after meeting
we jammed
after jammed
i thought i lost the key
so the club finding the key and some stalled mr mustaffa
in the end the key is wif mr mustaffa ( almost get me drop dead )

went home
tired like one kind

miss my baby so much

"maybe i was right, my frens is better off without me"

A day without you

today was nothing

went skool bit late
mr sunny gave me some token for food
theory was bored

after skool went limbang for ppl to meet
at first meet the sec 4NT in mc
then nas came in
saw myra ( nvr even said hi.....)
den saw izwan and syasya

went to lp
nothing much
today i surpose to meet my syg
but she had her fren(well wat to do)
den went straight bak home

sigh........a day without you is like a month
"maybe its true, i cant live without you"

one headace day

i got headace for one whole day (pain...)

went skool abit late
launch time i kena screening by the police together wif some classmates
so scary
lucky nothing
then theory class was nothing (no teaching)
PE fun played sepak takraw

after class went to find mustaffa(teaching me practical) to get the key for music studio
4+ then saw him
open the music studio
and jammed some songs

went home still had a headace
now im here

"have a nice day"

wat a day

woke up in the morning
bath and eat breakfast
and off to religious class
recess make some jokes
after class went straight home

at home get ready to celebrate my cousin's b'dae
quite fun . . eating cake
while at my cousin's house . . msging my syg (she is still angry wif me)
irritating cousins disturbing me
after that went bak home

tomorrow skool(sian)

"when you look me in the eyes"

lonely and cold windy day

today went to joo koon see some kart racing
quite fun see ppl racing on go karts

after that, went to limbang find ppl slack
but no one to find....
well i slack under myra's blok(alone)
thnx to god for the windy cold day
i can think porperly and im calm
thinking wat happen yesterday
feels like really inside my head
suddenly saw myra's mom(i think)

while inside my head

to:
"myra"
well im an idiot, im lost, an F-up person
i have my reasons to "s" and is not bout being cool
i ruin ppl day especially urs
i think to much
i cant bare lose not juz hafeez, but you too
u really made me something
no point of fightting
im sry to start this crap
im sry
im sry
im sry
im sry
im sry

"hafeez"
hmms. . .im sry bout yesterday
im a jerk shouting at you
u wan it, so u get it
seems like u dont need me anymore
....
really gonna miss the old times
although we aint the same skool,
we still bros
im sry
im sry
im sry

maybe u guys better off without me
im juz the bad guy
im making things worst
give me time to stop "s"
-------------------------------------
"affia"
sorry bout juz now, im really lost
i cant really blame everything on you
its all me
im the fault
im sry
im sry
im sry

to every1 who i ever hurt . . im sry (i mean it)
forgive me to my stupid actions

"When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me"

broken frenship??

yesterday was really the F up day
after skool went mc and to meet my bro(feez)
the past few days ago he said he want to break our frenship

juz bcuz about my syg said something to him
like comon i can talk to my syg right??
for 4 years in secondary skool i made u as my brother
and now u making me like this??
comon lah . . think properly
this is wat brothers for

"myra"
do u think u wan to lose a fren that has been for four years??
i dont think so
do u think u wan to lose two brother that has been there for u??
i dont think so
cant u see
i dont wan anyone to suffer
i dont wan to lose frens especially feez
y dont u face me?? (scared??)
i dont wan to face u bcuz i dont wan to hurt u (mentally)
do u ever see me do anything to hurt u b4 we broke up
if u asking y life is unfair, is always unfair

now im asking myself "why?"
am i a gud guy or bad guy??
am i doing the right thing or wrong thing??
why am i here??
wat should i do??
everybody had their reason to live
but wats my reason?
hate??like??love??


"we ride together, we die together, bad boys for life" from bad boys

Acoustic Guitar

well a brought my acoustic guitar to skool today
it really bring the class alive
sing song (quite fun)

today morning thought of taking my syg guitar from hidayah
but i was sleepy and drop dead (x.x)
woke up again
bath, eat and off i go to skool
reached skool 10+
theory class nothing much
practical got something to do
after class ends went to CCA
played 1 new song
my teacher in charge of the CCA put me as 1st vice chairman (im so dead)
went home

now im fcbking, chatting and some other stuff

"a song for all of us to keep everyone alive"

What a rainny day

hey ppl
today was not bad
went skool
practical stuff
then break
theory class (fall asleep)
class end at 2+

meet my frens at limbang
went to mc nobody there
juz as i stepping out of mc, mangkok and sarah came
played khairul's guitar
then saw myra, syasya and ketot went in mc
(myra wif the mask on . .weird . . from d&t class i guess)
went to lp but no1 was there
so we juz slack there sunddenly rain came (wet again)
my syg at mc so i need to run in the rain
then my syg was down(dont wanna talk bout it)
so send my syg, diyana and hidayah home (tiring and drenched)
came bak to lp finding my beg
went mc no1 there
so otw to 542 saw sarah and gang walking (thx to farahi carrying my beg)
then went home

now im fresh
tomorrow got cca . .
dont know wat to do


"im so sorry dear"

first day of second term skool

today was the first day of skool of second term
i miss my classmates
eager to know my test paper marks
i got 76/100 (proud)
then we got a long break
PE teacher nvr come(wooohooo)
go home early but nah not going home early
so slack wif my frens
go macdonald at limbang eat launch(hungry)
den meet my syg
talk bout y she send the msg..... d -.-"b
send her home then i went home
now im here

tomorrow skool at 8am......
wondering wat to do tomorrow

"you can like so many ppl but you can only love one

bored sunday

today was so damn bored
woke up in the morning went to religious class
while in class, trying to texting my syg
after class went home

at home played ps3(bad company 2)
played the guitar(hot n cold song)
well nothing much to say today

tomorrow start skool already(whooray)
meet my classmates (long time no see i thought u mati....jkjk)

prepaid no $$ XP
no worries im buying top up tomorrow
text u all later

thats all for today guys and gurls

"what do you want from me"

ST12 concert

today went to ST12 concert at suntec
it was a blast ;D

woke up played my bro's acoustic
then went bored, so i played PS3

5pm get ready to go
6+ went out
8pm the show started
2hrs ltr the show ends
while watching the performance, msg my syg(really miss her
after the show went west coast to eat(hungry like nvr eat before)
then went home
now im here tired
tomorrow got religious class.....

"trusting people?? . . )

The phrase "what if i can turn back time"

The phrase was in my head for the whole day
today was a moody day as i expected
so moody that i dnt wan to write bout today
hope tomorrow would be better

miss the old times.........

also in my mind is the song thunder by boyslikegirls
now, as im playing it
it really make me think about the past
but life must move on....

im happy what i have and who i have

hantu lift???








"i really......"

back from the pain

yo ppl im bak from raffles place

today was fine
woke up hit my feet to the egde of my bed(cuz got blister on my feet so it really hurts)
went out to meet my 4J bros(kegan, abdul, firman and birthday boy nasrul)
juz went out of the house, firman called me says 5pm meet( it was 1+ i went out -.-")
so went to limbang meet my juniours and my dear
slack..........
went to blk 542
slack..........
when diyana, hiddayah and affia went back, it was 5.10
i thought i got time (too bad gtg)
so went to cck meet the 4J bros
went to takashimaya since we not watching movie
abdul bought perfume.....
then we went to raffles place to eat
done eating went straight for home(a long ride home..)
and now im home ;D

2morrow going to Kranji sec for KPTT
hope have KPTT

"sorry dear ill make up to you tomorrow"

tired and fun day ;D

woke up at 9++
go skool for final shot for project(at last finish)
after skool go eat(prata shop)
after eat went meet fren at limbang
slack, play soccer and threat them 2 big bottles
den meet my affia and hidayah . . yaji tag along
went to hidayah hse as my affia went to hidayah hse wif hidayah
me and yaji wait under the blok
den we head bak to limbang park
as reaching there hidayah and affia need to rush to skool as they hav npcc
so they went off
me and yaji went slack at limbang park wif other members
played soccer (got blister at my feet :(.....)
some ppl need to rush but they will be back
so boring, i hear songs
zack suddenly appear (long time no see)
went to mac to eat(hungry like wat sia)
alot of problems at the time
den went home
now so damn tired
havent bath(hehe)
thats all for today ppl



"i will always love you" to my gf ;D

another day of problems

hello ppl
today woke up early went to skool for project again
after project meet my sis (ming yue) and her fren
went eat ice cream her fren treat us (fun)
after that we went window shopping
i bought myself a new headphone
went to mc eat b4 dinner
while her fren eating, my sis suddenly feel so down
send her home
i went to limbang for awhile buy somestuff
went home, bath, played PS3 and now on the comp
now updating stuff
and thinking alot of negetive stuff
y alot of things is in my mind??
giving me a big headace



"maybe, u should takecare of wat u said in ur blog"

not the best day ever

today start wif a confusing day
woke up blur and thinking "did i pray this morning"
went to bath and get ready go to school
went school nothing much help here help there
1 plus finish since my advisor is rushing off
went to LP slack here slack there
nothing much (i dk why i was feeling happy)
suddenly LP start raining on and off (not that wet)
then myra showed up wif her frens (my mood when down)
i was like "F" up then talk to ppl to cool down
my GF was sick at home today so cannot meet her (nvm then)
but still im worried for her cuz her temperature was high
get well soon... :)
after slacking went to west mall meet my old frens to eat
after eat, meet my sis (from another mom) miss her though
after meet her, went home
now im here
tomorrow hope to be better



"i don't think so, you will.....soon"

what a bored sunday . . .

today morning went to religious class late and wet.....
after class went buy some food for myself...
went home, my 2 bros still sleeping...
eat, use comp, play guitar, watch tv...

now watching anime (wasn't expecting that) and smsing my sis (from another mom)
she said she working 2 jobs XD, i can only take 1 job
waiting for food to come to me cuz parents went out for course early morning (hungry sia)
now looking at people's blog, especially "someone"...
tomorrow still holiday till this coming sunday(sian d -.-"b)




"hope she having a good life on her own...."

My first day on blog :D

today both of my parents are not home...hehe
so can blast my amp guitar since im home alone
im done doing warmness on the soul solo...quite easy
now im chatting to frens....checking facebook
i got 1 more week of holiday.... -.-"
sian sia....
tomorrow post again




"bored sia !!!"